The first time I got there, the sun was shining and birds where singing in the trees and I thought....huh, that doesn't sound like a beginning of a horror story....
But when we finally found the front door (really it was well hidden as if it was a secret drug house, imagine that!) and we rung the bell...or actually my father did when he saw that I wasn't going to do it, a man opened the door and it felt like the rain was poring down and it was cloudy and storming exactly like in a horror story... I got so afraid I tried to hide behind my parents, but they betrayed me and pushed me to the front door and told me to shake this....this dragons hand...
After luckily someone else showing me around the place, my parents and I came to the conclusion...that I wasn't going, and I ain't making that up either. That place looked like it was falling apart. Everything was old and I had to share the room with two other girls and on the walls someone had written down suicide thoughts. Someone else (probably the staff) had tried to remove it, but without succes because we could all see that this girl really wanted to go to wonderland.
That's actually when the spider came in and told my mother and I: "You need to see the sun behind the clouds. It's not the building, but the help she needs, because can you tell me that you can watch her 24/7?" He asked my mother very tactfully. When she said no, he didn't see another option than sending me there and because I was fourteen and had no backbone whats-so-ever...I went.
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